It has been a tough week, and I’m clearly not ready to discuss the personal things that have made it hard. I’m also not ready to discuss my string of failed relationships. Many of you have offered advice, and I deeply appreciate it. I suppose I’ll just focus on my weight-loss life and let love find me when it’s ready.
I haven’t had much of an appetite this week, but I have eaten anyway. And I have had a couple of excellent workouts so far with another one planned today. I love the gym I’ve been going to this week. It has everything I need – friendly faces, a nice cardio room and a giant lap pool.
I’m not sure when I’ll feel truly loved or wanted by another, but I will continue working on loving myself unconditionally. And maybe someday it will all click.