After writing my last post my cravings for crap ceased until now…It’s after midnight, and I just had an incredible conversation with an incredible friend. I should be going to sleep, but I want pizza…no, I mean…I really want pizza.
I had pizza for dinner tonight, and I ate responsibly. Before the pizza arrived I consumed a substantial salad that was filled with greens and very light on the fat-free dressing. I also drank an entire glass of water which is pretty standard before every meal. Now, because I ate so responsibly, there’s a box of left over pizza (something that I usually cannot be bothered to reheat) in the fridge.
I’m going to try to sleep, and I hope to wake up feeling like myself again…you know, the girl who is in control of everything that she eats and doesn’t think twice about things like candy or buffets or pizza. If that doesn’t work, I’ll grab my sneakers and sweat the cravings away. I’m not going to let pizza or chips or candy control me. It doesn’t work that way anymore.
Oh, did I mention that I want some candy too? Really Kenlie? Yep…I haven’t had cravings like this since beginning my weight-loss journey over 20 months ago. What… the… _ _ _ _? Alright…that’s it! I’m going to beat this…just had to lay it all out.