The last several days have been a bit emotional for me, and I’m finally starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Even when things come up that stress me out, I realize that I have many reasons to be thankful, and sometimes reflecting on those things makes everything else feel better.
I’m blessed with a home that I love. I’ve waited to feel this content for a long, long time. It feels good to enjoy my living space, and it’s fun spending time simply enjoying my own company. Earlier this week I spent all day at home – a rarity for me – knitting, crafting, watching Christmas movies and relaxing.
I am also thankful for the love that my family always gives me. This year has been filled with growth for me. I’ve expressed a lot of feelings and emotions, and I’ve received unconditional love in return. I’m looking forward to spending next week with all of them! It sounds like we’ll have a white Christmas too which is already making me giddy!
Going back to school has also been an incredible source of blessings. I’ve made friends, and I’ve expanded my knowledge base. When I walked into the school a year ago I knew it was probably a smart move, but I had no idea that it would be so good for me.
I mentioned making friends through school, but I’ve been blessed to make other friends this year too. I’ve shared my history – the good stuff and the regrets, and I’ve been accepted, loved and not judged. That’s a pretty powerful blessing!
I’m also thankful that I’ll get to see Lance again in a couple of weeks. He’s easy to talk to, and I never have to wonder how he feels because he’s not afraid to show it. Originally, we considered seeing each other while I’m in Colorado next week, but he has decided to come back to New Orleans in January instead. I’ll have something else to look forward to when I return home, and that’s awesome.
I’m blessed with a strong body that is capable of losing the next 100 pounds when my mind is ready, and I’m so utterly thankful that each day and each decision we make brings another opportunity to get it right.
I’m blessed with a lot of little things that make life sweet too. I love the view from my windows, and the evening doorman at my building always has a smile on his face. I’m blessed with food to sustain me and clothes (and beautiful slippers courtesy of Lance) that keep me warm. My list wouldn’t be complete with mentioning the hobbies that make me happy. Whether it’s singing a song, knitting a scarf or a bag, making a wreath (okay, many wreaths) or creating a weekly calendar, I find myself easily entertained. I feel blessed to love many things!
My list could be much longer, but I’m sleepy. Right now I’m thankful for flannel sheets and my bed. Reflecting on the blessings in my life is usually a powerful way to remind myself that it’s okay to be happy even when things aren’t perfect. Whether you comment or not, I urge you to take a few minutes to think about why you’re blessed.