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January 2014

weight loss

Getting Real (Or By the Way, I’ve Gained Over 50 Pounds…)

I had bad dreams last night, and I woke up feeling relieved and weighed down at the same time.  In my dream, I was weighing myself every few minutes, and I was back up over 400 pounds.  When I weighed in again at 393.6, I knew it was happening, and I let it happen anyway.  I felt helpless and undeserving, and then I woke up… I was glad that I didn’t wake up weighing 400 pounds, but I also realized…

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